I'm telling you, so you'll get use to it.

This is just a warning... The first time I will talk about my depressions here.

I know my life is good enough to think twice before cutting my wrist, and it hurts like a bitch (not that I know personally) to even try.
But my self esteem happens to be really low because of past events, so every little bump in the road is enough to make me break down and cry.

Usually I listen to this bands ; Jb, All Time Low & Taylor Swift
and this songs; Hold on, I miss you (Blink 182), Lullabies, etc
there's a whole playlist I would write them all down if you want it to but I don't have my i-pod in hand right now.

I don't show when I'm sad around people, but I don't turn around when the problem is in my face. I always face them 'cause you never know.

Today someone who I thought it was really important in my life let me down, nobody has ever make me feel like shit, not like this, not even the worst douche bag in the world. But he did, and the worst is that I can't make a whole deal about it 'cause I'm not that important in his life. But it hurts, I even gave away 2 whole Coca-Colas for that( OBSESSION WITH COKE SORRY) I don't even want to hear music, and I can't stay in one place, I've never done this, and I need to talk to this person to clear things up, and leave whatever we had on a line, I knew it was going to end anyways, but not as bad or as soon as this happened.

When I'm like this I spam my twitter with depressed updates, or get a notebook and write down my feelings. At least there's something good about feeling like this. 'Cause I write hella good when I'm stressed, happiness is just not my thing you know?.