There's no looking foward to go to sleep if I'm not dreaming.

DUDES;
seriously go to this page

http://www.amazines.com/Quotes/article_detail.cfm/865141?articleid=865141

It tells you how to move on and all those shits. It's really beautiful and it actually works out. So if you can't forget somebody, follow those rules....

Anyways back to work, yesterday my friends came by my house and brought cookies (I KNOOW COOKIES :D) and we watched movies, it was really fun and I missed them so much.

P.S; Isn't it funny when you caught one of the best people on lying on the act?. But you never say anything about it :P. Whatever I think it's funny. (and yes my p.s aren't in the end SO WHAT FUCKER?.)

OH and you know what? I'm not dreaming... NO tach that I can't , like literally and in the way I don't have a reason to close my eyes at night and expect something good to happen. It's such a weird feeling 'cause I'm a dreamer and I can't change it, it's like I have to wait for somebody to help me.

But I daydream... A LOT. Seriously it's stupid but I feel better when I think about it :).

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And to finish this post I wanted to let you guys know that today is going to be the last day I will be seeing Nicholas... This is the point where I'm going to have to forget him. And surprisingly I'm quite okay with it. I mean I think I was prepared

So next week I'm going to erase him from everywhere and delete his pictures. It's fair deal :).

So goodbye to my summer crush. See you next summer?.


"I was waiting to be struck by lightning, waiting for somebody exciting...;Like you."