I know you are hearing, but do you even try to listen?.

Let's face it.

Sometimes we claim for something.

Sometimes we fight with our friends 'cause we interpret things in ways that can offend us.

And when they explain to you what was happening. When they tell you that you were wrong.

You are so pissed off that you stay mad. For no valid reason. Just because you know you are stupid enough to make a whole deal about nothing, when it was the other way around.

I've been on both sides. I've been mad for no reason and slapped my face mentally for being that stupid. But tried to convince myself that I'm always right.

And now I'm paying for all those times I did that and come clean.

My best friend is mad at me and even when she knows she is not right. She tries to find other reasons to still be mad.

This is not just for her. This is for everybody who has been in the stupid side.

Your pride will never be more important than your real friends. You don't even have to apologize. Just don't get mad. It gets old. And it's not good for you.

Not only because of that.

I've been on the edge of losing my best friends because I choose myself over the ones who made my life.

If you are mad. It's all up to you, 'cause at the end you are the only one frowning while everybody moved on like an old topic.

Anyways, this is when I act like a spoiled child and call myself a writer.

The other day one of my friends ( Nicole ) was telling me about a girl that she dislike that had a blog and that in her school she was very popular and well people said they liked what she wrote.

I don't judge, so I read it and well it sucked. The girl is basing her life in quotes and getting them together in a post, pretending it's hers. That's plain fake.

But that's another point. What I'm trying to say is. Don't use pretty quotes as your life rules. Yes they might be right in some moments but they are made of people who try to be right. And at the end of the day they all say the opposite. Example;

"Never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about."

vs.

"If it keeps hurting you. Move on, doesn't matter how hard it is to forget the person that is always on your mind."

(found them in the same place thanks to: Bumper Stickers)

Get my point?. I know it's a sloppy example but I'm lazy.

I know I'm all songs and their lyrics and how they teach you in life. But songs like moments are just to reminisce.

And after all I prefer to be the one writing than repeating.

p.s; Do you notice the change?, I'm writing a lot. That means writer's block is coming up. Though I'm prepared this time.

p.p.s; I know it's too soon but in novemeber is LGwalksaway 5 month-a-niversary so I got surprises for you on that day.

p.p.p.s; I was tented on giving out the link for the blog I was talking about, but that's rude, so no. I don't know the girl and I have no interest on it whatsoever now.

"I'm hoping you'll understand and not let go of my hand."