Day One; I wasn’t expecting this sudden change.

This is the best weekend of my summer and it already started bad.

My sister started hitting me out of the blue and pinched me on the hand letting a blue spot show. My father being witness of this, tried to blamed it on me and said he will hit me the next time.

(Oh and Momo (friend of sis) came with us instead of dad.)
Later on, after being ready. My mom got a call.

My mom’s grandmother died.

Of course she didn’t spend that much of a time with her when she was little and she didn’t know her.

But still, that’s the mother of her mother.

She told us there were possibilities of canceling the trip. I was going to rip of all my hair of frustration.

So I went outside to light up my mind with Maru.

Maru is bleeding from her left cheek. And I can’t trust on the senses of my father and leave her like that.

But I cannot go back like my mom wanted to. So we left.

All perfect, we had some chips, we told some jokes, we listen to music.

But.

My sister started calling me fat. She started yelling “You’re so fat” and moving around like she didn’t have space because of me. I hit her (not so hard, and I mean it. It wasn’t.) and she took her fucking elbow and stabbed me on my leg over and over again.

My vision started getting blurry with the tears so I took my glasses and put them on to make the impressing of a hard though girl. I tried to wipe away the tears with the back of my hand, but the blue spot that she had pinched that morning still hurted. So I let Phillip fill my ears with calming voices. And Momo to comfort me in her arms.

At the time we got to the hotel it just got worst. And I’m going to make it short.

Dirty used room, we found a cap.

My stupid sister hit me on the thigh letting another blue spot.

I found a hot skater boy who is my new lover officially….

Wait that’s not bad.

The dinner was horrible.

The fucking air conditioner didn’t work.

Due all of that, my mom went to the lobby to report(scream) all this.

There were 4 other families complaining about the same.

And while my mom yelled with other people I was trying to flirt with this guy that kept bumping his shoulder with mine.

Okay correcting, he did. But I just shoot him a glare of “You touch me one more time motherfucker and you are going down.”.

So he left.

But damn he was hot… Sorry Skater Boy.

After not gaining anything. My mom and I found a secret bar on the hotel where the bartender was really cool, and made jokes about all these gringos without they knowing.

He made my mom smile so cookies to him :).

Mom and I sat outside with all the breeze coming and it was really cool.
But we had to come back.

Eventually the air conditioner started working and we all fall sleep.
I’m really hoping tomorrow will get better. MY mom said she wanted to leave tomorrow but I don’t.

I really think there can be a change.

p.s; playlist: Jack’s Mannequin.

"You can walk away and say we don't need this, but there's something in your eyes says we can beat this;'Cause these things will change. Can you feel it now?."