Why this never crossed my mind?.

Tomorrow I start school again.

I have a lot of opinions about this. But let's get to the point.

I'm afraid I won't find Jacob.

Knowing my shitty life. Nothing goes as planned.

I tried to stop planning it. But I want it. So it's impossible.

So if I end up alone and miserable without someone to love (I love my friends xd). You know why.

I did have something to say today, that I've been trying to get out. But there's no time.

On saturday I will post it though. And give you an update about what the heck is going on with Jacob. But what if he doesn't come tomorrow?, what if he comes other day...

I will shoot myself :(. I can't wait.

And that just takes away my chances of meeting him.

p.s; This is dumb, but work with me dear readers.

"You told me on a sunday,that it wasn't gonna work;I tried to cry myself to sleep,'cause it was supposed to hurt."